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released September 7, 2017

vocals & keys by jemma freese
drums & percussion by theo goss
bass & pedals by chris sellers
recorded and produced by jack davis
recorded at quarry mount studios, leeds
mastered by tom woodhead
album artwork by wez rumens & jemma freese
track artwork by jemma freese
all tracks written or re-worked by jemma freese

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Freese Trio Leeds, UK

freese trio are a heavy triphop dark jazz band whose compositions explore inner demons and truths using twisted layered lyrics, bending vocals and eerie harmony which come together to create a dark beauty. They take the audience on a journey of self reflection unmasking on a journey to truth down a rabbit hole into a tunnel and back out into the light, holding them in a mesmerising trance.. ... more

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Track Name: moments
you tell me what to think
swim forever or sink
choose to swallow the sea
holding onto the drowning me

you say just give it up
trying to torture yourself
all of this fault is yours
there's no diamond in the rough

you're finally climbing above all the lies i laid on top of you
a layer of skin and smoke it had a life and death of it's own

the moment you found me out
the shadows are falling down
and now i lay revealed in your doubt

you think you know me when
i sit outside myself
wish that i'm thinking
how to filter it out

but little do you know
hope is raking it in
i shouldn't gamble
with forces under my skin

you're finally climbing above all the lies i laid on top of you
a layer of skin and smoke it had a life and death of it's own

the moment you found me out
the shadows are falling down
and now i lay revealed in your doubt

take me with you and i'll learn to to lose myself on the way
take me with you forget how we got here in the first place
take me with you
take me with you
Track Name: binded
you call and i run
better not to fall in love
you see my gun
pointing at the arrow's heart

and i fall right out
naked skin dripping down
and i see my old self
slipping through cracks in the ground

i'll never be in love
i'll never be enough
all of my life i have been
living in a ditch where i

don't speak and i
don't sleep and i
don't leave
because i have gotten used to this cave that i have been brought into
i don't speak and i
don't sleep and i
don't leave
i can't survive in the light

you feel and i don't
drip-fed the devil's code
my curse and your lips
swallow my only dose


i'll never be in love
i'll never be enough
all of my life i have been
living in a ditch where i

don't speak and i
don't sleep and i
don't leave
because i have gotten used to this cave that i have been brought into
i don't speak and i
don't sleep and i
don't leave
i can't survive in the light

my mind
on thin ice
i'll never leave
i'm binding

don't speak and i
don't sleep and i
don't leave
because i have gotten used to this cave that i have been brought into
i don't speak and i
don't sleep and i
don't leave
i can't survive in the light
Track Name: surreal
i fall awake are you a dream
did i mistake this for a memory
you only want to forget me
but i secure my space within your void

undress my vanity again
it falls like diamonds in cement
i only see what i create
frozen cut-outs of fantasy

i can't explain
i feel thunder in vain
i wanna know
am i cherished in pain
i can't explain
i feel thunder in vain
i wanna know
will the wounded escape

touch me
surreal
we all make up the pieces of your heart
touch me
surreal
we all become you slave when darkness blooms
you are the lie that brings us to the light

who knew that fantasy had
a growing conscience growing mad
our desire feed off it's heart
never allowed to dream alone

all of a sudden there's revenge
reality is biting back
fighting it's way through my noise
it's just our little dance we do

i can't explain
i feel thunder in vain
i wanna know
am i cherished in pain
i can't explain
i feel thunder in vain
i wanna know
will the wounded escape

touch me
surreal
we all make up the pieces of your heart
touch me
surreal
we all become you slave when darkness blooms
you are the lie that brings us to the light

a little birdie told me
screaming
wake up darling you live a life
half empty

touch me
am i real
where did i get these pieces for a heart
touch me
am i real
i live a lie that keeps me from the light
Track Name: shak out (re-work)
words turn into angles
my lips need to breathe
the air burns light bulbs
and i can't see

this earth is bottomless
with twisted little worlds
who dares to fix this ride
like it or lump it you better stick with it

in the night
she comes alive
in the night
she comes alive

nod your head to the business
you're burning on another heart
you're burning on another heart
pretend to lose the witness and ignore the sparks

prepare for the blare out
madness lets its hair out
with those glowing eyes
i fall back into somebody else's life

in the night
she comes alive
in the night
she comes alive

in the night
she's alive
in the night
she's alive
Track Name: losing soul
a lost soul
dripping in half
a lost cause
fighting you

a spirit born
under broken wings
i know you saw
my body scream

i'm a fallen half-hearted curse
this part of me thrives on hurt

in the blink of a haunted eye
i choose which side of me stays alive
the one that glows in heats of moments
lights up nightmares as if they were bones

our little view
broken in two
there's nothing
that you can do

i'm a fallen half-hearted curse
this part of me thrives on hurt

you are so new
to my ripped truth
you have no clue
watch me burn blue

a lost soul
dripping in half
a lost cause
fighting you

spirit born
under broken wings
i know you saw
my body scream

i'm a fallen half-hearted curse
this part of me thrives on hurt

could you wait
will i stay
torn in place
Track Name: angel eyes
angel eyes
you'll always be mine
from below and above
you've felt the fire and the love
angel eyes
you knew what i had in mind
your sole disguise
is built around mine

angel eyes
love you 'til i die
then i can finally see where you go at night
re-charging rays
'cos they don't last forever
failure stays
like a claw on your should

love you love you let you lie
love you love you love your lies
love you love you sweet alibis

angel eyes
don't care what you do with them
you can shoot me butterflies
i don't care if you kill me
shows me what darkness finds
when covering you head to toe

angel eyes
don't care where you get them from
the scrapyard of good broken people
cutting holes in masks
and filling it with gold
you can't fool me
but i still let you

love you love you let you lie
love you love you love your lies

love you
Track Name: wandering i
only you
can make me feel this way
only you
can call me names
only you
can keep me sane
only you
can keep my head in place

only you can break these chains
only you can put them back together
only you can bring back
all the pain you took away

you're the only one who could
get away with murder claim you're misunderstood
i feel like i'm not alive whenever i'm not by your side
yes you're the only one who can make me
feel so glad to see my own shadow
only you can bring me my breath back

only you
can make me feel this way
only you
can call me names

only you can break these chains
only you can put them back together
only you can bring back
all the pain you took away

you test me with
love and scars

you're the only one who could
get away with murder claim you're misunderstood
i feel like i'm not alive whenever i'm not by your side
yes you're the only one who can make me
feel so glad to see my own shadow
only you can bring me my breath back

only you
can make me feel this way
only you
can call me names
only you
can keep me sane
only you
can keep my head in place

only you
Track Name: anyone who had a heart (re-work)
anyone who had a heart
anyone who ever dreamed
anyone who ever loved
would surely love me

anyone who had a heart
anyone who ever dreamed
anyone who ever loved
would never leave me

you couldn't really have a heart
and hurt me like you do
but i'll take you back
without you i'd die dear

knowing i love you
how could you

so
anyone who had a heart
would love me
so
anyone who had a heart
wouldn't leave me
oh
you couldn't really have a heart
to hurt me in your arms
and be so untrue
what am i to do

anyone who had a heart
would never leave me here to cry
everytime you go away
i always say this time's goodbye

you never really had a heart
did you my darling

knowing i love you
how could you

so
anyone who had a heart
would love me
so
anyone who had a heart
wouldn't leave me

you could look at me
and know i love you
i could look at you
as you hurt me in your arms and be untrue
Track Name: her room
can't remember where
i left my skin
you took it off me
and you wrapped yourself with it

leaving me vulnerable
as you've been
leaving me open
for you to throw your memories in

i remember when
you heard a strangers voice
inside your head
you ran to the water

fishing for your mind
your sanity don't recognise
the stranger on your shoulders
so you claw at mine

i'm in a room
fabricated by you
windows fractured are your eyes
broken door i'm still locked in your mind

i feel like i live inside your dreams
floating clouds full of broken screams
and i feel like i live inside your head
read your thoughts until my eyes are red

get me out of bed
i slept with your enemies
was it something that i said
that made them follow me instead

this echo of your sadness
keeps calling out my name
your chaos and destruction
thrilling me again and again

i'm in a room
fabricated by you
windows fractured are your eyes
broken door i'm still locked in your mind

i feel like i live inside your dreams
floating clouds full of broken screams
and i feel like i live inside your head
read your thoughts until my eyes are red

your madness is my lullaby
sending me into your sleep

and i'm in a room with you
windows fractures are your eyes

i feel like

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